I Want To Believe It's Only SP

by Unsure
(Tampa, FL)

I'm very concerned, however that SP is an attempt by science to explain what it does not understand.

The first time it happened to me was January 3, 2011. I just turned 30 a couple weeks earlier, was on vacation, completely healthy and happy, never experienced sleep problems. I was having a dream that started to turn bad. In my dream I felt that I was being surrounded by something evil and needed to wake up. When I awoke I saw and heard my curtin rod banging against the wall. I could not move or speak. I started praying and it vanished.

A couple weeks later I had another experience, although not as scary. Most of the time it is only a presence I feel that comes gradually and then heavy pressure then disappears. It varied in occurrence. Sometimes while completely asleep, sometimes as I was awakening at my usual 3-4 to use the restroom, sometimes when falling back asleep for my morning wakeup.

I had nothing in March/April as I began sleeping at someone else's home out of fear. When I returned to my apartment in the beginning of May, the first night back, it happened again, only stronger than ever before. This time I heard a loud screaming. My eardrum was physically pierced for about a week after.

Again, I stopped sleeping at my place. Now, two Monday's ago it happened in the other place I sleep for the first time. The same thing of I feel it happening, but didn't recognize it as something scary until all the sudden my entire body felt an extreme pressure.

The following Tuesday I noticed a busted blood vessel under my eye lid, that now, a week later is visible in my entire eye. I did not connect the two until I visited an eye doctor this past Monday to examine my eyes, as the busted blood vessel has caused some headaches. She seemed surprised that I haven't experienced any "heavy pressure" to the head or heavy sneezing. Then I connected the two events. Whatever is happening IS causing real physical outcomes.